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Zaa and I am eighteen. Not typical like your other sluts. I have a thing for love. Love stories, love novel & love movies, turns me on. And oh, I'm a nerd who's taking my diploma in Biomedical Sciences.

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No one taught me to please people. Despicable people, just seriously quit wasting your time.

Thoughts; go have sex and ruin her all up for other guys.

Bitch, it's all yours



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Posted on : Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 3:45 AM












There you go, the pictures.

Well, Countdown is on Thursday and i've yet to decide where i should head to. I just wanna have fun and welcome the fresh New Year with my dearest Babyboy and friends. I need to shop for new things for my Countdown but my pay's not in yet. Pathetic much.

Babyboy's going off to Batam in a while and will be back on Wednesday. Ish. One night without him is difficult for me cos I need him by my side every day and i need to talk to him every single day. Baby, i'll miss you. It's currently 3.45am now and i'm waiting for the clock to strike 4.30am to wake Babyboy up and talk to him before he leave. Mwahhh.

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Posted on : Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 7:40 PM

Saturday, me and my girls headed to Clarke Quay. We're suppose to head to the clubs with Luqman and his friends but things went wrong so they didn't tag along. Luckily, Babyboy was also with me at Clarke Quay but his intial plan was just to drink there with his friends. So just me and my girls headed to Attica. Ladies night, etc. Danced for about an hour plus before heading back to Home club to meet Babyboy there.

Since Home club's free. I just decided to party there and managed to get Babyboy in too. So partying with my Babyboy's always the best even though i prefer the songs over at Attica. At least i have him by my side. I bumped into lots of people including my Aida baby. Miss you babygirl!

Danced till cannot dance already and after that, headed back off with Babyboy and my girls at 4 in the morning. Right now, im blogging here while Babyboy's at work and he's forcing me to go in to work with him now. But i'm really exhausted and tired, but at the same time, i want to see my baby. Hmmmms.

Singapore Idol's starting in 30 mins time. Wooooooo.

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Posted on : Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 5:45 PM

Picnic with my important people.





























Zahidah, we've been together since Secondary 1 and we've been spending almost every single day at Secondary school day together. We have been through hell a lot. Fights and arguments etc. On top of all that, at the end of the day, now, we remained close as ever. We know each other too well now.

Teeq, my brother ex girlfriend's cousin. Whom i was told to take care of back in Secondary School. She's just like my little sister. Even though the age gap did cause us some differences, i still love her.

Fareyhin, haha. Never did i expect us to be good friends. From a normal guy whom i used to contact to best buds now. I love your company and i love whining to you especially about boys. I'm always here for you, and don't give up on Nad okay? (:

Babyboy, this guy i know back in 2007. Go back to my archives on 16th June 2007, that's where i first meet him ever. We were just chatting friends and well, normal friends until one day when out of boredom, we decided to meet up. And from that day onwards, we never left each other's side. I love him so much, you guys should have known that by now. And i am glad we met on that fine day, 21st April 2009. ♥

These people are important in my life and i am glad i found them.


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Posted on : Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 2:10 PM





This is during my W15G classmates BBQ pit which i dropped by for a while. (:

Omg, i can't refrain myself from spending some money. Furthermore, the sales are here. And i've yet to get my pay. My money will reach $0 very soon and that is really unlike me. I hope my pay will arrive soon. Please please, before i really run out of money. I wanna shop so banyak banyak. GRRRRRR.

I need to wash some clothes.

And before i end, i love my babyboy a lot a lot banyak banyak. Eeeeeeee, gerammmmm. Hahahah.

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Posted on : Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 6:00 PM











Everything went smoothly at our picnic on Saturday afternoon. Thank god the heavy rain stopped the moment we reached East Coast. Otherwise, we have to find an alternative place to hang out at. We ate, drank, played cards and took really lots & lots of pictures. I enjoyed myself with my darlings.

Teeq and Hyn went home soon at 9pm and Babyboy and I headed to Zahidah's house to slack around there. Thought of taking the last bus home but we were too engrossed in playing cards that we headed home at 4 in the morning instead. Babyboy even had an hour sleep at her house and we also bought food to fill our empty stomachs. I swear i was too bloated already. Fat fat fat.

I love my 'sleep over' at Zahidah's place. That wraps my another Saturday. Picnic pictures not yet uploaded.


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Posted on : Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 3:00 PM

Busy, busy, busy.

I've not been sitting home so i can't find the proper time to update my blog. And besides, i don't know what i should update about. Because everyday has been about babyboy. And he'll always accompany me meet Zahidah, Hazel & Siti Aishah. I love my girls. Woooo.

I watched New moon recently. And it seriously wasn't as good as the first one. And Jacob is so adorable, he's not hot, but adorable. But Edward is still sexy. Edward okay, not Robert Pattinson. Haha. Oh well.

Let's cut this post short. I can't wait for this Saturday. Cos i organised a Picnic for all MY dearest friends. So i only invited babyboy, teeq, zahidah, hazel, fareyhin & siti aishah. My friends are adapting to each other. Haha. Alright, that's all for today.

I need to clean the house and off to work i go.

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Posted on : Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 4:15 PM

old pic, old hair, short black hair. old.

Saturday night yesterday, headed to Zirca/ Rebel. I forgot my camera so no pictures were taken which really suck a lot. Fuck. I was supposed to meet Shakila at 11pm but i reached there at 12.15 instead. So i ended up going in with Danny & Matin and met Ayuk inside. Shakila was already in Rebel with 2 of her other girlfriends.

There wasn't much people at Zirca but, Rebel was too packed, we can't even move. Shakila left shortly. Which left me all alone with them. We kept going to Zirca and back to Rebel, Zirca and Rebel. Managed to only dance a while at Rebel and at around 2am, Ayuk wanted to go out and meet one of his girlfriend. So all of us left there, with the thought of returning. But things went wrong. Cos each and every one of us took our own sweet time meeting people outside, that by the time, it already hit 4am.

Matin was busy meeting friends and he took so long when talking to one of them. Ayuk busy meeting girlfriends. So Danny and i were mostly just there waiting. Booooring. Haha. So shortly, i left too. Reached home at 5+ in the morning and straight to the bed.

I am not satisfied yesterday and i need to party more. I want to party with my babyboy too. Okay baby? Sorry :(

Tomorrow marks my last day of school! More time for people. Wooooooooo! & ya, Chemistry paper tmrw. Grrrr. I'm so in a holiday mood.

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Posted on : Wednesday, December 09, 2009 @ 2:20 PM

Whatever games are played with us, we must play no games with ourselves. What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lives within us. It doesn't matter what people think of you and what they say, it's just you who knows you best. Haters never will stop bringing you down to satisfy their anger/ jealousy for you. They never will. Boys will never stop fabricating stories when they can't get you. You know you're worth it and way better, so don't be affected and never let them win you. *(:

I'm already in a holiday mood that i've forgotten all about my Test which starts today. And wooo, i got an E for my first Maths Test. How do you match me, with Math? (:

Who's not going to Zouk Out by the way?

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Posted on : Tuesday, December 08, 2009 @ 9:50 AM



I skipped school yesterday because i seriously am really worn out and couldn't wake up at 5.30 in the morning. So i decided to just skip it and meet babyboy at 10am instead. We had our breakfast at Macdonalds and back to baby's crib. Spent our quality time together and he fell soundly asleep hours later. I woke him around 3pm and went downstairs to grab our lunch. Eeeee, pig.

Then off to work at 6pm till 12 in the morning. Fuck, i'm so tired in class right now. I've been working for 4 days straight now and that is so unlike me. Hahah. Okay, see. I've been eating a lot of junk once again. Fucking shit. And baby cleaned my eyebrow for my yesterday. So cute. Hahahah.

This Friday or Saturday, who's with me to party & enjoy? But Sunday working morning sey. Ah, i don't care.

I love him so much, awww.

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Posted on : Saturday, December 05, 2009 @ 11:59 PM

Unbelievably, i'm home on a Saturday night. It's been some time i last stayed home during a Saturday. I was suppose to go out with babyboy and supposingly with Iqah vampy along too but i back off because i had to work last minute. It's on activation rate, $15/hr and since i really need money, i decided to work instead. I'm so sorry babyboy.

But besides that, i really am worn out going out every single day. So it's time i rest. And i'm suppose to like study now but i'm too busy with the Internet. My first test is on Wednesday please. Haha. Babyboy's currently out at Town with his friends and i'm at home with nothing to do. I'm working tomorrow morning! Shit, i must get up in the morning. -.-

Before work just now, i headed to baby's crib and bought him lunch. I actually surprised him with that cos he was rather angry at me for not being able to make it today. So i woke him up when i reached outside his crib and he ate like a pig, as usual. (:

My holidays are like 10 days away. Seriously, i am really looking forward to it. I have many plans in mind. I can't wait, i can't wait.

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Posted on : Friday, December 04, 2009 @ 1:00 PM

♥ School, work, parties, friends, babyboy.

I've finally changed my blogskin which has been the same for ages. And it's pink. Whoooo. But, i'm having a slight problem. It's regarding my pictures which appears to be so blurry and greyish in colour. How do i get rid of that? I want my normal picture colour back. Anyone have any clues? I need help. ):

I've been really putting studying aside. And anyway, i finally got my results for my first Test. I am not at all disappointed cause i didn't fail any, yet. I got a B+ for Chemistry which is just a few marks away from an A. Errrgghhh. My second Test is coming up soon somewhere next week. I shall try my best to get an A for Chemistry this time. Oh wait, for other pathetic subjects too. But of course, excluding Maths. HAHA.

I have this month left to finish up my booklet of the free entries of clubs because it expires on the 2nd of January. Oh shit, Exams are coming and i need to work for money too. So when? Girls, boys when?

Im missing my girl and guyfriends so much. Hazel, we shall go shopping soon. Shakila, we shall party soon baby. Luqman, i really have lots to tell you about and to catch up on. Fareyhin, picnic join okay! San, busy with GF aje. Badridd, lagi busy. Farid Sparrow, gone. Manina, Teeq, Siti Aishah, Zahidah, Aida and Ili, you're always there.

Baby ♥, i love you oh so much.
I am grateful of the massive affection you're giving me.
I am grateful that you don't treat me the same like your other ex girlfriends & girls.
I love the special treatment you're giving me.
I love how the 'same' we are.
I love that and, i love you.

Random thought: I really am not interested in what people got to say about me cos only my girls and boys knows me best. Speak all you want. Too bad you can't win me, ever.

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Posted on : @ 9:30 AM

Wavehouse, Sentosa 2009.


Manina Baby. ♥




Gays dancing together. Hahah.





















Mariam baby up on stage all high.


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Posted on : Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 12:30 PM

mine mine! (:

Those words & sweet times are always making me stay, always telling me not to let go. Having someone who loves you dearly doesn't come by easily. If it does then he's just not that special anymore. Someone's always there no matter how you are or what you're like, always forgives you and remains patient with you every single time. Someone who respects you and will not force you to do what you never wanted to. They're not even wanting to let go of each other even after all that mistakes and arguments. This is what i call true & pure love. ♥

This Saturday, where should i head to? And it's December now. I'll be organising a picnic with my dearest ones. I can't wait. I can't wait for countdown too. Sweet.

every touch of his lips makes me tipsy.

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Posted on : Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ 10:00 AM



blank. (:

"what happens in the club, stays in the club."
BAD BAD BOY. Haha. (:

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Posted on : Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 9:15 AM

Saturday night, managed to party till the morning at Sentosa, Wavehouse. They were Munir, Manina and her girlfriends, Hakim Rusty and his friends. As usual, things doesn't always seem to turn out well before partying. Had an big argument with almost everyone and i think i need to apologise to Teeq for having to listen to all my whining and shouting in public at Eunos.

I think i need to learn to control my temper. Cos i really, really look stupid shouting & screaming in public. That's so embarrasing and really i need to get rid of this attitude of mine. Gawddd. Even if i was on the verge of exploding and even if we argued so badly, i will still end up regretting and loving you more.

Bumped into plenty of people here and there. At around 1am, Faruq called and went to help him and the rest get in for free. People got high, Baby was adorable when he's tipsy, danced, grinded, sad, angry, tipsy, fell at the stairs, legs cram, etc etc. Home at 7.30 in the morning, hit the bed and zzzzz. Overall, a stressful day for me which i managed to put aside for a moment when enjoying.

Currently am in class. My mind is blank and i am in no mood to focus. Feel like leaving class early. Holidays, i really need you.

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Posted on : Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 11:30 AM

baby teeq and baby boy. ♥

old.


Yesterday had my lunch with my girl, Ili again. School was draggy. After school, Ili called and asked me to join her home since she's brought the car. So i asked Aida baby along. She dropped me at Ubi first and off they went.

I found a cute small kitty outside babyboy's crib at night. It was meowing at the top of her lungs. AWWWW. I brought it downstairs, bought food and feed that small thang. It couldn't finish the food so i walked around and gave it to other lucky kitties instead. AWWW. You have no idea how much i adore KITTIES! It's much cutier than a baby okay. Can i give birth to a kitty instead? HAHAHA.

I'm currently having my lunch break. I'm not going for lunch and i'm now in class doing my nails. Whoohoo. Polishing polishing. I wanna party can? Pls no spoil plans.

Where should i go on Sunny/ Cold Saturday?


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Posted on : Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 10:05 AM


There's no school on Friday. That spells awesome. So i shall work tomorrow after school till the early morning. Wooooooo, this money im working for is especially for shopping and my countdown party. I can't believe i need to stop buying unnesseccary stuffs and save up.

Today i'm heading off to meet my babyboy at Ubi after school. I miss him like a lot okay. Alalalala. (:

i wanna let you in.

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Posted on : Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 3:45 PM

Whoo. Im working later at 6 to 10pm. Thank god Afan and Ili baby wants to work at that same timing too. Cos i know i won't get bored when they're around. Okay, i can't wait to meet my girl Ili and bitch all night long. (:

you're my only reason.

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Posted on : Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 8:55 PM

Too much reasons not to let go.
It's been 7 months babyboy. ♥

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Posted on : Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 12:20 PM

Good morning people, the weather is really dragging me to bed everytime and it's just a pain in the ass to get out of bed early in the morning for school. Weekends are here and i can't possibly get myself tanned with this weather.

My plans for tonight isn't yet confirmed because a friend of mine have yet to make her mind up whether she's going or not. So plans will be confirmed by tonight. It will be so last minute and certainly unplanned but who cares.

These 2 days, my mind has been a total blank and i kept daydreaming most of the time. Mostly because of what i found out. I don't feel like eating, i don't feel like doing any work. I can't be bothered to. That's totally weird. Haha. Much is on my mind and i just want all of it out. I need to head to the clubs tonight.

It disappoints, it hurts, it made me really irate but still made me wanna break down.

Can i go shopping again? Money please?

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Posted on : Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 11:30 AM


Good morning,
Today, i have to get my ass to work after school whether i like it or not.
So i must ensure that i really will.

I feel like clubbing tomorrow at Zirca and that is if my friends are going. Who's going there too, feel free to ring me up aite.
I'm in a much rather disturbed mood right now and all i can think of is getting loose.

Fuck you very much.

And please, to some bitch get the fucking hell out of my life. Stop bothering, stop interfering and fucking stop commenting on my life. It's been months and he's not in your fucking life anymore so just fucking go away. You're such a dirty unwanted immature pest you know.